I'm in high school & yes there are guidance counselors at my school! I wanted to talk to a guidance counselor, but I've only talked to mine about school related topics, so I'm kind of scared to talk to her about something like this.

Oh another thing: my birthday is tomorrow, but I'm honestly not excited at all for it. My parents have to work and I can't really celebrate it with friends because it's kinda last minute to ask any of them. Anyway, I feel terrible right now. I've been having suicidal thoughts for the past four hours, and I just want to go get help somehow. I honestly feel like I want to check myself into a hospital just so I could get help and get away from everything