Okay changed one more time. Thanks u guys for being my friends. It sucks bc of my bad manias I've lost lots of friends in my life. Well actually my trust issues too. Anyway, once I'm a little more stable I will be able to be more supportive of u guys. My son's at the mall. He has a girl he's seeing. I think it's so cute.

" I'm so tired, but I can't sleep"...lyric from a Sara McLaughlin song, lol. I'm gonna go lay down now.