I am going through a dissolution of a relationship that began when I was stable. He just went through a traumatic event, losing his mother whom he was close to and referred to as his "best friend" and is not the same person he was when I met him either. I tried my best to be supportive of him while she was still alive, but he pushed me away because she became demented and thought I was bad.

Long story short, now that I'm down and out and need someone the most, and he does too, he isn't there. It's hard. My relationships have never really turned out well because my disease always seems to sabotage me in some way.

I feel pretty low right now, but its nice to know I'm not alone. I am glad for the support of all of you and hope I can be of help as well.