Yes...especially of things I was accused of doing, but I was not doing them. I got to the point where I gave up and lived up to peoples expectations of me. These were important people in my life accusing me of things I wasn't doing and lowering my already low self-esteem. I guess I felt like it was expected of me to do xyz....so yeah....I succumbed. I wish I were stronger than that. When nobody beleives in you in the first place, its hard to even believe in yourself.
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