Pinksoil and Winter Rose~

Last summer thru early winter my T had some health issues. And he is on some medication now that seems to make him very tired. He also has a heavy workload as he is one of the better T's there. I found that during our sessions that he would doze off a bit. Not always , and I know he didnt mean to. Between that and the fact that we also increasingly had trouble thinking of new goals to work on . Especially ones that I had in my mind that I thought he might not be able to help with as much as I knew my new T would . I increasingly felt more angry when I left our sessions. Mainly because I was feeling jipped of my time and efforts. My husband and I had been to this other T for marraige counceling. And we got along great. So when I put in a request to get a new one... I had asked for him. And he was happy to have me as a client.

I really respect my old T. He brought me thru alot these past years with my sexual abuse issues. And I am glad I had him . But sometimes you grow and the glove no longer fits and you need to find another size glove. Ya know? I'll always be thankful for having done the hard work that T and I did. And now I have wrote up new goals and shared them with my new T yesterday. And boy.. we are both excited to start on them!!! I want to grow into being a better person. And healthier too. I want so bad to be able to function better as a person. And I want to have that self awareness that I have lacked for so long. Gotta peel back the layers of that onion to get to the true person you are. Its hard work .. but so worth it in the end!!! Dont give up !!

Hugz
Bethy
ps.. thanks to the rest of you for your replies!! I appreciate it!!!