Pinksoil - I always wonder what is going through my T's head. I think that would have to be my question to. I would never ever ask him. It takes so much courage just to ask anything. I finally about 2 weeks ago asked what he thought was wrong with me. And he told me and asked me if I thought he was correct and if he left anything out. I couldn't even answer him. I don't even ask for another appointment. We just go and look at his calendar and he says what he has available and what would I like and I respond what ever is best for you. Although I am getting better - I can choose the hour of the day now. I guess that is progress. This is probably way more than you wanted to know. My apologies if it is to long.