the "new you" was talking about how my skin has changed because of this and his reaction. He's suppose to love all of me, even this.

won't try to stop cutting, that's the thing I don't have a compulsion. I'll go long periods of time w/o cutting.

you is going to have to pay the consequences. I'm not looking to escape the consequences but just hurting my husband is so hard.


How would you feel if your kids imitated you? horrible, of course but there's nothing I'd be able to do.


How would you explain it? I still have no idea.

HOW to work on it & HOW to deal with it using better skills. That is the horrible session Friday.