You don't have to read the whole thing, just the bold text at least. please.

I'm upset. Really upset. I have no reason to be upset, but I'm upset, and I have lots of reasons. I'm not exactly sure what's upsetting me and yet I know exactly why.

Whenever I try to talk to someone, they act as if I'm seeking attention. So I've been bottling it up. I want -- I NEED -- to talk about this, but I don't want anyone to know and I'm not sure how to talk about it, who to tell. I'm protective over my emotions, I don't know why it's so hard for me to share them with people.

I have so much to say, but...this is the internet. I can't just give out information, can I? And yet I have nothing to say.

But I'm really upset. Scared, almost. I have so much safety and security in my life and yet I have the power to mess it all up.

Someone out there....hello...hi....I just want you to know I'm here....please talk to me....