Home and unsettled. Not communicating as efficiently as I should be with my support network. I think hospital broke me I have to relearn all my skills again. Not being particularly smart today... I dont think leaving me alone was the wisest decision by them while I am so fragile and loopy. Might be time for a wafer. I hate being on this many medications so often! They make it sound like its all good to take when you need it with no ramifications. Its all well and good to be in a controlled environment on these meds but I worry at how doped up I will be on my PRN med that I'll do something stupid, or eat all the food (which is in short supply). No one knows how to help me, because no one can. Its up to me to deal with this on my own.