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Old Mar 30, 2014, 12:58 AM
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Originally Posted by Lobster Hands... View Post
Oh such a wonderful day, even from the beginning. No suicidal thoughts whatsoever and no cravings or thoughts to self harm either, which is a nice plus. I'm beginning to notice patterns in my moods. I get a little manic then depressed then manic again then depressed again. Gee... duh I just described bipolar at its simplest. What I'm saying is that it's nice to start to see something concrete to look at that says, "hey! I sort of predicted this was going to happen, so I can try to feel a little better (or calm myself down )"

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Ahhhhhhh so glad to be back to a person who can converse somewhat normally with people again! Hope you guys can make sense of this post, I wrote it in like a minute or something so its probably all mixed up LOL!
This all sounds like what has happened to me. Its nice having that mental "fog" lift and everything now becomes clear, isn't it? This has taken me several years. But it is nice my brain is working once more.

I still do have my mood swings, but so far they have not been debilitating, and they have not effected my newly found mental acuity. "Look ma, I can speak and use words greater than four letters long! And I can tie my own shoes!". LOL That is how I felt at times.
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