(((((((((((((Purplemoon))))))))))))

I'm sorry to hear that you are feeling this way ... feeling dependent on someone is really tough, and i hate it probably as much as you do! One thing that i do when i feel like i need to contact my person (its not my T but someone else that was very important to me) I just close my eyes and think of the things she's said to me when i needed comfort. You say that you email your T .. what sort of things does he respond with? If it is things that make you feel better, then copy and paste those and make a page of all the "feel good" things that they've said to you. If you don't correspond enough through email, just try and thing ofthe things he's said, conversations you've had, and just how you think he would respond to how you are feeling right now.

Maybe this sounds a little bit odd, but it works for me so you never know, it just might help you a bit too.

Hope you are feeling better, and just try and keep believing in yourself, believing that you can do this, and that it is also okay to have someone (like your T) that is there for you.

Jacq