Punky, newtus, junkdna, erti and blackwhitered I don't think I've left anyone out, u are all beautiful. I'm so glad I found u guys.

I wish I had the courage to post a pic, lol. I'm on a kindle so I don't think it can be done.

As far as the drink, I think I'll have a Malibu rum with 7 up, lol.

So I slept about 3 hours. This is really getting old...I need my sleep. I'm drinking chamomile tea and I might take more meds, I've taken so many. This sucks...I hate mental illness.