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Anyway thats what has happened to me and Yes Its Hurting as Hell now so I understand what you're going through. For the past week I haven't spoken to anyone except for a few words and prefer to keep to myself. Food doesn't taste as it should and every where I look or visit some memories of us I will recall.
I know this is for the best to know this now rather then later but it still hurts.
They say time will heal so I am waiting for time to do its job, and after reading your post I know that I am not alone in feeling this way.
I want to be angry but I can't. I want to keep crying but I guess the tears have all dried up. I keep reflecting on how could I ever lose to a guy online whom she has never met.
I hope knowing that you're not the only one who is currently hurting will help in a small way.
I checked online on remedies to mend a broken heart and I went out a few days ago to shop and I bought myself a new car! The memories of her in my old car was too much to bear. It felt good for a while…
I might start to do something new tomorrow but until then, I wish you the best and remember that everything happens for a reason, but I am still struggling to get over the pain at the moment.