Wow! This thread rings true with me so much, especially after hearing from those of you who were well (or seemingly so) for a number of years (8 for me also) and then had a major break. This is exactly the thoughts I am struggling with right now.
Curiosity, my pdoc said the same thing, one of the major reasons I agreed to stay on my meds for now.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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