Somedays make things harder to deal with then others. When I am anxious and feeling down my tolerance for others is very very low and I could see myself in your situation if it happened to me.
Please do not be too hard on yourself. You are human and although that behavior is not like you this situation could have triggered some survival instincts in you.

(((Lady Dragus)))))

Jessica

<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>