I left a very promising contractor opportunity as I was just getting oriented in the field (out of state). Once I realized- then verified, that the work was to be done in the late afternoons and evenings outside it became a reason to be unacceptable and a reason to withdraw myself. I felt that if I was originally made aware of the work conditions or that aspect was not revealed or even overlooked I simply did not want to be working in darkened conditions or literally by flashlight/worklights. I felt I was making a good and healthy personal choice and decision to avoid aggregation and frustration as a collected myself, packed up and drove home the next day. As I returned I began to realize that I had again left an otherwise excellent job opportunity that met most if not all other needs an had really good income potential. The, I began to look back at other work, job and reasons to leave and even relocate at significant expense personally and financially. In the following days I became more upset and depressed with myself when I realized that I had a rich history of looking for, finding and starting all kinds of jobs but unable to keep them and being either fired/let go or quitting.