I don't question anything you do; what you do is what you need/want to do to help yourself. I only question why you care what other people think of what you do? If you want to list your issues, do that! But "why" you are doing that, why you are questioning yourself, that is what you can learn from this is what I think. I am not here at PC to find other people with my issues, I am here to work on my issues. You may be just looking for others like you, I don't know. But sounds like you are questioning yourself and I am trying to point out what I see. What I see is not what you see but might be able to help you see things in multiple ways so if you feel you are stuck some place, you might be able to see another way?