Some times I wonder..... I don't know about you all by my mind is like always going 99999999 miles an hour or nowhere....
I am currently on Paxil and Abilify. The Abilify has been a god send to be honest. It keeps me away from being super manic, and super suicidal which is nice. Now I have been in a depressive state for a few weeks now... I just feel so.... meh.... and it just goes on and on and on....its almost "normal" but depressive, nothing is all that exciting and I'm just kinda there... Im not really sure what to do to pull my self out. (Coffee helps a little hah)... Im just so tired and uncaring about life.
Part of it might be work. Work is extremely stressful and unfortunately the abilify can only do so much for me when I am stressed and I can only do so much. So i am trying to take a vacation but it wouldn't be for another two weeks...
What do you all do to pull out of a never ending slump?
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