I'm sorry Penguin. I know some people don't understand what we are going through and our relationships become strained. I went through that when I had my first deep depressive episode. Fortunately, for as much grief as my family gave me, they did stick by me. I just stopped sharing with them. Due to the fact I was hospitalized for being suicidal and then allowing them to speak to my pdoc they understand now.

Know that you have support and understanding here, and while we may not physically be there we are here for you in thought, understanding and care. Use this forum in place of your family if your relationships are irreparable.

Why is your relationship with your family so strained? Some of us will have some ideas to help you through this.