one last thing................ it is her that is depressed - I can feel her feelings and yet it is her that is feeling and I am looking on as she feels and goes thru the day being depressed.

What do I tell the family....... how do I explain to my husband when nothing gets done today.... son does not know of my DID and hubby thinks it was dealt with and that it is just me (but "the voice") did come out a few nights ago and tell him some things as I slept.... but I am not allowed to acknowledge it to him - they "the voice" does not allow it.