I think I'm the opposite when it comes to how the soul feels. I do feel broken in spirit, yes.....but, I feel like my mind and my body are dead, but my soul is very much alive and yearns to break free from this useless, diseased vessel of a body I am stuck with.
I feel like I would make an amazingly beautiful Angel when I am free of the chains my earthly body is cursed with. Free to do the things that are in my heart to do and not interrupted by the scarred mind anymore. I will never understand my mind I'm ready to be free, but so far God has not answered that prayer and I keep waking up to a new day confined still. Imprisoned. I feel my soul knocking to get out all the time.