I eventually had to eat, I knew it entailed a confession on my scars; I no sleeved shirts available at the time . So it did end up happening (how could it not have), I snapped at my father and It ended with me telling him I wouldn't speak to him again. How far am I falling here? It seems like I always set a new benchmark on my low points every 3 weeks...I just want to curl up into a ball and fall asleep....oh yeah, could an administrator please change this thread icon? I made this thread while sleep deprived and forgot to set it. It would be most appreciated. Thank you