I'm having a bad day, well really a stretch of bad, lonely days...yesterday (saturday) I asked my T if she had any openings on Monday, but she said she was booked but was doing paper work Sunday evening (tonight) and that I could see her if I wanted to come in...she just took a vacation so I didn't see her at my regular time last week.
I'm dealing with many things right now and something triggered me this afternoon into a crying fit...I stop here and there, but then go back to it. And maybe it's weird, but I feel bad seeing my T since I am a wreck right now, she's just ending her vacation and I feel like a burden coming in on her "day off" and being the way I am right now...
I guess I'm just venting right now, but I want to stop feeling sad and I want to go back to work tomorrow in a content state (some of my "issues" deal with work), I have stopped since writing this post, so that's a good start I suppose...but I hate feeling guilty about seeing her today. Ugh.

Thanks for reading.