sorry to post and be a pain
i know i have prolly posted something similar before heh
i am still having problems deciding whether to take any drugs or not ... i have gone on and off them a bit in the past and i know that's not a fantastic way to do things but um.
i have been dithering about this for a couple of months now and i dont really know what to do. logically i know it's a good idea but im still managing to mostly cope with work and stuff so i don't think it's totally necessary. when i cant make myself go to work i can sort of say im working at home sometimes and stuff. i

i have avoided doing any illicit stuff but its so tempting to go out and have a party weekend and get completely wasted just to stop feeling crappy for a while.

it seems work's keeping me sane but im so scared of messing up

btw drug in question is celexa and it does work well it has in the past.

sorry i dont think i am making a lot of sense.

ty.