IMO...you put so much thought on sexuality & you forgot how to just be HUMAN.

Seven years ago I left a bad marriage after 33 years of hell...so have no interest in any physical sort of relationship with anyone. I grew up with parents who had no social skills so learned NOTHING from them...everything i learned was from personal experience & choices i made growing up..& went directly from home with parents that was constant fighting into a bad marriage that was constant fighting & made being social with others a challenge. I managed to get along mostly well in my firmware engineering career. Being the only female engineer for a long time didn't end up a problem even though that was still the age of discrimination because i didn't ware a label & I acted equal to those i worked with. I wore the label HUMAN just like everyone else. When you start to have yourself labeled by your sexuality/gender/mental illness rather than the fact you are human just like the rest of the world...that when the trouble starts...what you are in the privacy of your life is no one's business until you choose to become closer friends & invite each other into that private part of your life.

I have many interests & am involved in MANY interest groups with many different people. Unless i have become closer friends with individuals...none know the details of my life...I am a human just like them & we all get along just fine without labels plastered all over ourselves. They know nothing of the suicide attempts ive had or the abuse I've gone through. It may make me what i am now but it's NOT who i am & sexuality has absolutely NOTHING to do with any part of my life.

You need to focus on learning how to react in this world as a human& stop focusing on nothing but how miserable you are being gay. Gays are human just like everyone else. You don't need labels to be human

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