I don't know. I guess I look at xanax as a really bad crutch, and myself as an addict, and so I'm always thinking about stopping it. I've taken it for most of the past 25 years. I can't sleep without it. I have horrible panic attacks without it. But, I don't want to need it. I know people have said that it takes years to get off of it, but I have no patience. I quit smoking cold turkey, first try. That's just how I am, it's not better or worse than anyone else it's just how I have to do everything. This xanax thing though, I can't do it. I don't like to say those words. I'm very conflicted about the whole thing.