unguy, to much emphasis is put on sexuality in our species, but know that homosexuality is found in every species on the planet, there are gay bugs, gay animals, gay birds... This hatred towards the gay community comes from religion and a long list of people who are gay but suppress it and subject everyone else to their hatred of gays. There is nothing wrong with you, we are sexual beings by nature, there is nothing wrong with that. You are not the problem, the people in your life are the problem. We have the family we are born into and we have the families we create. If you continue to deny who you are you will only find sadness and complications in your life. Be happy, some of the greatest men in history were homosexual. People who put you down about being gay or make you feel bad really have their own problems and you are an emotional dumping ground for them. Surround yourself with good people who are like you and find good support, you are one of god's children, too.