I am so sorry to hear your ''friend'' did this to you. I too have lots of different anxiety forms and took a test on here today saying I have ADHD... One thing I had to learn is either get off fb because it can start ruling your life about who said what or did what .. lots of those are fake to look ''good'' and don't let some stupid social media platform let you measure up to anybody. A few good friends or even one is good enough for me.. I have lost many friend to betrayal and have hard time trusting.. and know you are loved... Jesus loves unconditionally and you never have a feeling to measure up anymore when you keep taking it up with him.