So I find myself debating a return to Therapy... again. My indecision lies in this:

On one hand I find myself trapped in the same cycle of hating an inborn aspect of myself that I can't get rid of, control, or come to terms with. I've been stuck with the same problem for my whole life and the prospect of being like this forever is really terrible?
On the other hand I've tried therapy twice already. I just don't know what I'm looking to gain from it. If I don't want to learn to love, or hell even learn to like, my sexuality then what on earth could a therapist offer me? Ideally they'd be able to show me how to shut down my sexual nature for good so I never have to suffer with it again but that's just not going to happen. To expect someone to pull a magic solution from thin air is hopeless.

I don't know, I just feel like I keep running in circles always coming back to square one. Does anybody think that therapy would be worth a third try?