missybethy,

Welcome, I, too, am new here. I do understand the worry problem. Have you spoken with someone about this - like your doctor? No one really wants to go to a doc and say "I worry all the time", but it may begin you on a good road to managing this problem. For me, medication and some therapy were a key. When I realized my anxiety problems were interferring with the life I wanted to lead, I had to seek help. You deserve a good quality of life not a life of toxic worry. Think of having a talk with a doc.