Goog morning.

My name is Paula, I'm a 36 yo woman and my boyfriend is 42. Neither of us has ever been married.

I really believe my boyfriend is attracted to transsexual men.

A few months ago, I saw many websites like "talk to shemales 24/7", "trangenders group in this city", etc marked as favorites in his browser. I saw that when he was showing me something, and when I asked him about it he told me his dad has sent him some links and he got curious about the topic.

Well, two days ago, googling his nickname I found pictures of his penis everywhere! He had profiles trying to find someone he could be a "suggar dad" of, on an adult webchat, being a "fan" of a transexual and looking for relationships with a tg/ts/tv.

I confronted him, and once again he denied it. He said he was either catfished by an ex, or maybe someone used his picture and nickname from "suggar dad" (he admitted this one) to creat an account in those websites.

He got very upset, then sad about all this. He said he hasn' done anything wrong and that's why he never thought of "cleaning" anything online. He swears to God he has no attraction to penises at all, even if they belong to pretty tgirls.

It's hard to belive his story, although he is not a liar at all. But yet, I feel pretty bad I don't, cause I know it hurts him so bad.

We've been together for a year, and I can tell he loves me. He does whatever he can to make me happy. Our sex is great, he is always super aroused and excited about it. And he looks really happy and satisfied after sex.

We have a great relationship, but he knows I'm kind of "traditional" and I wouldn't handle living wiht him knowing that he would like to have sex with another man.

I'm very confused, and all this has been killing me for the last two days. If you can explain what's happening, or say anything else that could help me, please do it.

Thank you all.