Hey, so I need some help figuring this out. About 2 weeks after I quit using Meth and Heroin I started having my nightmares again, but before I go to sleep I always remember three when I wake up.

In the first one I feel so small inside my head like I'm in a huge pitch black room in the corner and I feel so small and helpless I don't understand and when I wake up from that dream I feel gross, and insecure, and scared.

My second dream Its just me standing somewhere I don't know where, In movies where it shows outside the window out side a speeding car and it looks all blurry like its going by so fast, My dream's the exact same thing I see but I don't see anything else just the blurring lights going by so fast.

My third dream is where I start to see a pink thing that looks as if its a surface of a baby's bright pink tongue. After a while some gears appear through the surface and destroy it and I feel panicked and my breath quickens and I feel so scattered.

Sometimes its dreams of things going wrong with money.
I wake up feeling horrible. Ending up throwing up stomach acid.

Anything helps, Any information about these dreams, Where I can go to get them interpenetrated because these dreams need to stop they're getting to in the way of the rest of my life.