Im with you..

I loathe the feeling of being rejected and/or abandoned.. it renders me useless...

I want to get them before they get me... quick and the dead..

Its (the abandonment) worse when it comes from ppl who say "don't worry, you haven't scared me off..." and then they stop talking to you the way they used to..

HD, the right one will stick around... That's what I'm believing for...