Well I was having high hopes for Fetzima. It seemed to be working at first. I noticed a difference in the first two weeks. I am still tapering off of Effexor. When I stop taking the Effexor I feel like total crap. 37.5 mg. I start taking it again I feel somewhat better but I am still feeling very blah. just blah.
It is so frustrating. Maybe the Fetzima will help as it hasn't been that long. I am not really tired during the day but I just want to force myself to sleep so I can escape. My favorite time of day is evening so I can take my remeron and klonopin and watch tv for a couple of hours and then go to bed. Sleeping and dreaming at night is my favorite time. I have no purpose. I am in limbo but have no interest in doing anything. Hopefully I will snap out of this soon. That is how it always works for me. I snap out of it like a switch went off regardless of what meds I am taking. It is not due to anything I have done it just happens.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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