Well I was having high hopes for Fetzima. It seemed to be working at first. I noticed a difference in the first two weeks. I am still tapering off of Effexor. When I stop taking the Effexor I feel like total crap. 37.5 mg. I start taking it again I feel somewhat better but I am still feeling very blah. just blah.

It is so frustrating. Maybe the Fetzima will help as it hasn't been that long. I am not really tired during the day but I just want to force myself to sleep so I can escape. My favorite time of day is evening so I can take my remeron and klonopin and watch tv for a couple of hours and then go to bed. Sleeping and dreaming at night is my favorite time. I have no purpose. I am in limbo but have no interest in doing anything. Hopefully I will snap out of this soon. That is how it always works for me. I snap out of it like a switch went off regardless of what meds I am taking. It is not due to anything I have done it just happens.