So some time ago I was going through a high sexual drive. I was meeting and having sex with lots of guys who always treated me the same way (barely talked to me unless they were horny, didnt show any interest in me beyond sex, called me a ***** and said bad things to me) and all those things were making me to not be able to find any value in myself and my life so I was thinking about suicide since they were all careless about me and I was starting to believe that I was no more than a boy to **** and get rid off. I got hurt so bad. However, I have gotten this new attitude of '**** them assholes' meaning that I don't give a **** about none of them anymore. In fact, I haven't spoken to a dude in more than a week and I don't feel like talking or messing around with anybody and I'm feeling fine! I'm giving up on guys and sex, I don't know how long this feelings will last but I hope they last long because I'm tired of guys that just treat me like I'm meaningless to them. They can all die and I wouldn't even care, they didn't care when I was upset and was trying to find comfort, they didn't care if I killed myself so **** them!!!! I feel awesome alone without sex and without guys in my life

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