Well...lol guy here, so I apologize in advance for breaking your streak.

I completely understand your perspective...it's hard not to view the population as a whole as bad when the sample you're exposed to is bad...hell, that's how the entirety of statistics works. But they're wrong...they couldn't have been any *more* wrong had they tried. You are MUCH more valuable than what they led you to believe...MUCH. The guys you ran into are, as you astutely noted, complete assholes.

You are NOT just a lay to some guy...you are NOT a "*****" or any of the things they said about you. You deserve to be loved, cherished, made to feel special...you are, to someone, their everything. These "men" who put you through this? They aren't men. I like to believe karma is a swift and brutal beast...that's all I'll say on that. It's not a matter of gender when someone denies help to someone contemplating suicide...it's a matter of basic human decency. I am sorry you were denied that.

I would say that it's important that YOU value you for you, not define your own value on what someone else may (in this case VERY wrongly) think of you. Love yourself before you can love others.

But above all, take this. You are better than those SoB's who made you feel as you did are or ever will be. You're you. That's all you need to be.

If I can do anything for you, don't hesitate to PM me...again, guy here, so I do understand and have no hard feelings if you decline, but the offer stands, now or in the future.

Hugs,
Harley