This is just a venting moment for me-I am just frustrated with having to be "positive" with having act like I am a stupid perky character from like the sound of music or something-hey there's a holocaust and a world war going on...let's sing!

I am sick of hearing how I am bringing others down. I know I am bringing others down. I am sick of people asking me why I am angry. Why I don't see the good. It's because I am depressed. I can't act happy, I can't see the good and I can't be positive right now. Why can't people just get that and leave me the F*** alone!?! If I had a broken foot would people expect me to go on a hike with them? So why do they expect me to "turn that frown upside down"?

I just wish people could let me be. Just let me get through whatever the heck this is that I am going through. Not ask me why? Is it your boyfriend? Your job? I DON'T KNOW!!! Why can't you handle life? Why are you so angry? So negative? What did life ever do to you? I DON'T KNOW!!!

Thanks for listening to me vent
Misfit