purplemoon - You are stronger than me if you can stop yourself from emailing. I just can't. Sometimes I feel like I'm addicted. I think you probably are making progress because you're able to think through things and you are getting closer to knowing yourself and what it up for you. The other thing is that we all have to go through the dark bad stuff in order to get to the light on the other side. You're still in the tunnel and the therapist is holding a light and guiding you through. He knows it's dark for you - that's why he's there - to help you through the darkness. If you don't talk to him honestly, he won't know which way to shine the light.

Ooo - I think I sound like I'm preaching or something. Sorry. I think I'm writing to myself as much as to anyone.

What I think I mean is, hang in there - we're with you.

Winter Rose