Thank you Leslie. I did alot of thinking while I should have been sleeping. I thought about what everyone has said to me here and I am working up my courage to go see my dr. I need help and I want to get better. I watched my kids sleep for a while last night and I cried for an hour after. I love them dearly. Thing is I don't love myself, that's where I am having trouble getting my butt in gear and getting some help. I am going to try to get my courage to go this week, I will really try, even if I drive there 10 times without going in.
Thank you all!!!!!!!!
Ellizabeth
__________________
"Through the rain lives a rainbow...you just need to find it."
|