Thanks s4ndm4n, I am in a lot of pain and your support means a lot.

I know you're right about all that stuff, it's not really what I want to believe right now but I know it's the truth. I'm still trying to believe that there is some hope for things to turn around with her but maybe that's unwise. I can't help it though and I can't help how I feel about her despite how she is treating me.

Thanks for making me turn and look at the truth.