Carry on thread . 15MG LEXAPRO up to 20mg today plus intake of valium and extra lorazapam kill or cure tactics , done it many times sometimes it works sometimes and others it don't . Close down my brain pattern,s for a short time to see if retimes its self while hoping the 20mg Lexapro does its magic. Take my damaged brain out of action and hope it gets a full service and oil change . Its a gamble but 50-50 hopefully . If it don't work tomorrow is another day there is no plan B .