I totally understand about the financial aspect of this illness. My first set of meds came from my family doctor's samples. I wasn't working at the time, so he was being helpful. Soon after starting a full time job, I decided to see a psychiatrist. My health insurance covered a part of the meds, but none of the doctor's visits. I couldn't keep up with it. Now, I just pray to God that my situation will turn around, so I can afford whatever I need to get over this thing.