Part of this could be my Aspie difficulty with social convention, but I think, just an observation on my pat from my perspective, society is a fabrication, a false construct created to support the grandiose delusions of mediocre people.
It seems I'm always three steps behind liars, cheats, connivers, and manipulators. It's destroyed my family life, social life, and professional life.

Or my psychiatrist was right to ask me all those questions about depression she did the other day.