Hi p1994, it is really positive that you were feeling a lot better, but sometimes there can be some "up"s and "down"s in getting through/past how you felt before and they aren't always going to be predictable. But the fact that the support you had before seemed to be working for you is really good. So it's not going to be "back to square one" it may well just mean that you're not quite ready for that support/some support to stop just yet, that's all.
And for some people they may need that extra support for a year, two years....more. So where you're at right now on just two months out of the hospital, I really wouldn't worry about needing that little bit more help for a while longer. And if you get re-refered, the case worker should be fine in seeing that you get more support either from them, a pdoc, support group, therapist......And particularly after how well you did move on it might not take/need that much to help keep you on track until you're better able to do that on your own.
So, yes, it's about doing the best thing for you to improve again, you've really got to put yourself first now. You really have come so far, so maybe try to let others help you hold onto that progress and continue to move it forward for/with you?? You deserve it!!!
Alison