My mind will NOT shut off about something I am alleged to have done when I was a kid. My accuser will not tell me and has called me horrific names.
I can't stop thinking about all of the possible scenarios.

T and my hubby keep telling me that these are just allegations and until my accuser can give me factual evidence, there is nothing to support it and I shouldn't be spending so much time and energy wasted on it.

This doesn't help. I have tried everything I can think of to get my mind off of it and i just can't.

I feel like this is an unforgivable act and if I have done it, then I do not deserve to be on this earth any longer.

Now I just wait to see if he can tell me what I did!