Drinking is not an answer but it is a coping mechanism I suppose.

New Job? Can you move? Need tips on building a superior presence for a new job? I can help you. Depression is my issue to and then some. But, ya gotta channel that energy into something at some point. No one is stupid or crazy unless they believe it. You are only as good or strong as you make yourself. I never went to college and applied 5 times a day for 2 years until I got a government job. As a marine you can qualify where I can't and get a very good job at usajobs.gov. All you need is courage, patience and fortitude to do this.

Let me know.