Ok maybe I didn't say it right. I don't hate men. I just don't like men to assert power over me in any way. I don't like them telling me what I can or can't do. I don't mean to offend any men. I don't like them in a position of power over me. I don't want them standing when I'm sitting I don't want them leanin over me.

I definitely don't want to be in an intimate setting with me or even in an enclosed room alone with me. I just can't take it. I panic and then things happen and I can't control it