Rhapsody said basically the same thing I would. I've noticed women's beauty since I was a kid, and certainly, beauty, as society sees it, is pushed upon us all the time. I see many women whom I wish I looked like or as good as. I wish my breasts were firm and round like younger women's usually are. I do have a sexual curiosity about women, but I don't consider myself bi. For me, being gay or bisexual means you have not only a desire for sex with someone, but you could love a person of the same sex. With all due respect to those who "love a person, not their gender," I'm not that way. I need a man for it to be love. I'm by far more sexually attracted to a man than a woman.