I go this Thursday... 3 days from now.
I anticipate hitting glass like some bird.

The admin suggested a new eval., but while I have no problems with doing that and think that it has potentially positive aspects... I still don't think that they're very effectual for me because I question the phraseology of every single question and therefore think that I skew the results.
Also I've berated my psychologist for his use of "clinical" language such as:
"Mr Outcast's socieoemotional function was shown to be disturbed, although objective and projective measures produced contrasting results... {and} indicated severe psychosis although no such disturbances of ideation or reality testing were evident among projective measures.
(I'm like, no chit Sherlock... I hide myself from folks and have been practicing that for close to 50 years!)

...In fact, Mr Outcast appears to have exaggerated or fabricated deficit and disorder...
(and I'm like whoa, whoa, whoa, stop! I'm not making anything up!! I'm presenting as I am, as truthfully as a human can be. I've got 2 decades of documented history with the US Gov't for honesty and integrity and your chintzy lil test is rife with poor grammar. What's more, is that I confided in you that I misunderstand "common" rhetoric... which your test is full of. [Get some adults with an education in MLA basics and I'm positive that I'll present myself in a more understandable light.) In the meantime, knock it off with the demeaning ad hominem and focus on language that that critiques w/o slander. (He took it poorly I think)]
It's like how does one communicate that one does not communicate well (and has an extensive history of feeling misunderstood) when that one does not communicate well? I can't!! I can't express that I can't express myself well, well enough for others to believe it. In the words of Meatloaf in Formula 51, "I'm totally azz-invaded!" By my own doing no less.

Anyway, I worry about Thursday... like a noose placed on the right-side.
Sorry for venting.... move on to the next post, tyvm.