I am feeling angry, overwhelmed, and extremely frustrated. Seems like no matter what I do things are not getting better and even seem to be getting worse in some aspects especially in reference to the children. Pediatrician decided to help make the medication changes my son so desperately needs. I need to get him stable on the right meds and his behaviors and behavior plan in place before he starts going to kindergarten and is there all day long. He only goes to pre k for 2.5 hours a day and he is having a hard time with that. My daughters ODD is rearing its ugly head again and I don't know why after all this time. It just seems to be too much to handle and sometimes I just don't want to have to handle it anymore.